and i'm having difficulties to get back to sleep. and in a few hours' time, polytechnic-going students are back to school while i'm working. and shit,i hate to have this feeling of failure in life.it's been some time since i pen my feelings in this little space. am still trying to find a solution to upload my pictures and such. hurhurhur and oh anyways, something very random. but i was traveling alone from home to esplanade to boon lay and back to home earlier just now. cause apparently,my plan to surprise the boy at work got backfired. and he went back home and slept through. and some time after i reached back home,this boy was at my void deck. -.-and last few days,i got to find out some things that i shouldn't be even mentioning. but it hit on me that i've overlooked on certain things. i thought they are the better ones, but they proved to be the rotten ones. i hate this feeling of being used in a certain way. please god,show me the light. i may not be good with feelings but i hope it's gonna be something strong with you. it's been some time since i broke some rules of my own. it sure feels different with you but i can't say much for now. but i just wish i could keep you for long.
this is random. but this 'cari jodoh' song really got me hooked. blame my parents for introducing it to me&brothers. :))
anyways,my dark circles are getting worse. been lacking of sleep recently. but in any case,i've been having quality time with people close to my heart. from hard rock to midnight movies to east coast park to bonding moments. and thursday night was really random but i enjoyed it while it lasted. and at last,me&bacins got it. though it doesn't make me feel how i should be feeling, i'm still loving it. :DDD
just kinda woke up. initially,wanted to go tanning. but was on the bed when i hear the heavy rain outside. hurhurhur oh anyways, to all malay muslims, selamat hari raya to you guys horrr ! :) my first two days of raya was ok-ok bahs. there was definitely tension around the house but i guess everyone seems to just ignore it. somehow,i miss the old us. like always having family gatherings,chalets&such. what to do.. things change, people change too. on a random note, i kept smiling thinking what had happened yester-night. the boy was texting me while i was at work saying he's staying at home lahh, sleep lahh, what lahh.
but while i was in the train,on my way back home, got a call from him. sounding rather frantic, he said he was at my workplace. cause initially,this boy wanted to surprise me. feeling-feeling mahh. but heh,plan got backfired horrr. cause i ended work early bahs. so very the cute lohh. :)) and so,we went to watch kumar. wuhhlalala ! those transvestites dancing were really smoking hot lohh ! kalah wanita asli like that lohh ! and hands down,kumar is freaking hilarious ! freaking freaking hilarious lohh ! the lap dancing part was the killer sia. sexayyy ! :DDD
i shall do a proper update pretty soon. that's if i'm not too lazy bahs. &&& my freaking laptop's space storage is getting smaller by the minute. thanks to all my pictures. hurhurhur anyways,take care y'all ! &&& selamat hari raya again. :DDDDD
&&& this is noted to be a 'pictures heavy post'. if you have anything against pictures posted, you are obliged to leave. thank you. :))
i've not been doing proper updates for my blog bahs. and so it is,i'm going to vomit all the pictures&rants. enjoy !
met dearest for some catch-up session. it has been long since we met. far at sight, close at heart. :)))
28 August 2009
headed to plaza singapura. went to geylang. and back to town to meet akmal&abid.
and we both are always clueless about buses&their directions. so confusing lohh ! so much of singapore post ahhh ! hurhurhur but it was really fun that we blasted our mp3s and well, made a fool of ourselves ? :)))
headed to zouk for mambo jambo. very weird for us but it was a nice first experience indeed. and that girl is loving the music liao. hurhurhur
it's nice that we can dance silly without even caring about others. cause others are dancing silly too. cute ! :)
had desserts at slice far east plaza before i headed for work. nice nice niceeee ! :))
went to town with zaffy. went to do a little shopping.
on a random note, we've tried playing the situation in our minds. what ifs. and it really happened. though i didn't expect things to be normal. it was rather weird to see that kind of reaction. oh wells,frenemies huh ? :)
17 August 2009
headed to arab street with colleagues. initial plan was to head to sentosa. got dress code somemore. but since we didn't feel the beachy vibes in us, we headed to arab street bahs. went to 'going om' and slacked bo slacked. it was really funnehh that someone who never played monopoly before can come out as the winner of the game. first timers' luck i guess yeahhh. wooots ! in all,it was really fun and i had a great company. :))
19 August 2009
was at home, waiting my tuition kid, when they called me. and so,once my tuition session ended, headed to town to meet the rest.
zaffy came to vivo to pass me things and accompany me for some 'awfully chocolate' ice cream. hmmmm,i likeee !
BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT TO DEAREST FATHER ! long live and may you be blessed with good health. :)))
since my family had no plans of going out, me&zaffy went to have our mini holiday at a hotel. :)))
once we were in, goshhh ! you should see what we did. we jumped around and kept laughing. like little girls who just got their princess dresses. cause we are soooo in love with the place liao lohh !
pictures are abit over-the-top but oh wells, like it's not normal to see this over&over again. we slacked bo slacked, played dress-up, and just have our girly moments together. i likeee ! :DDD
7 August 2009
went to run some errands at town with zaffy. then,we separated ways as i'm sooo late to meet lynn&afah. it's been long since we girls met bahs. :)) i did have a jolly good time with them bahs. we slacked at town till about 2am. and headed back to lynn's place to sleepover. ate durians that the boys bought. and seriously,i was feeling so lethargic lohh ! aiyohhh ! slept at around 5plus bahs. :))
5 August 2009
had a very last minute plan to go clubbing with the boy. fetched me and reached powerhouse at about 1plus. crowd was rather boring but i had fun bahs. in all,it was a great night with bittersweet memories. and sometimes i wonder, if tonight never did exist, will things be the same as it used to be ? hmmmmm..
headed to town. slacked bo slacked and took NR back to pasir ris to sleepover at tanter's place.
slept for abit and woke up back at 5am to head to downtown to have breakfast. with our oh-so-bacin faces, goshhh ! :)))
30 July 2009
headed to ikea tampines. we are both sad people ahhh. cause we don't get to eat our favourite daim cake. hurhurhur but oh wells,eating at ikea is syiok syiok lohhh ! :)))
headed back to tanter's place to sort our items. it was rather last minute but we managed to minimize our items to the fullest bahs.
and below are pictures i went to sentosa with the biatch and headed to town to meet zaffy,fee&kamal. i can't remember when was it. but i knew it was on a monday and that it was a rainy one. cilaka betul !
the very day we feeling feeling stripey sisters. went to ikea queensway. then,i went to town to meet the biatch and a short meet-up with the boy bahs. hurhurhur
have been listening to raya songs on repeat since yesterday. but i feel neutral towards it. i can't feel what i think i should be feeling. and i have doubts this year will be the same. many things have happened and changed how we see things now. in just a short span of one year.
didn't sleep a wink since yesterday night. and now,i'm having headache. can see from my face lohh ! so bacin and stionk stoink oneee horr. goooood !
a bisexual here (: i am a FHM models and you ? want chat at msn ? if you did like to perform for me on your webcam (:
seriously not needed lohhh ! i'm downright straight lohhh. aiyohhh aiyohhh aiyohhh ! apa mau jadi ? :)))
&&&& seriously,i need/must lose my baby fats ! but i give up before i can even start. and mother said that i'm one who gives up easily. cause i usually mention of death when i see no hope in something. but oh wells,i'm stronger than this. :DDD
happy breaking fast later people ! and talking about this,i've yet to 'restart' my fasting since i'm done with my period last week. even mother can't be bothered and excludes me from the pre-dawn meal. sooon lahhh ehhh. :P
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY,BRO ! i know you are feeling very rebellious now at this age. but please,we love you and want the best of you. happy birthday and we shall celebrate it later. :))
looking at my family sleeping soundly, i'm feeling very envious. cause each time i try to get myself into bed, i'm thinking about 'awfully chocolate' ice cream. how to sleeep like thissss ! have been craving for it for days lehh ! can someone pleasssee get me some ? :DDDD
tuition-ed. and after about 2 hours of walking alone around ikea&giant(tampines), i finally got myself a new computer table, chocolates, && more chocolates !! :))
i look like some maniac i tell you. carrying that thingy around, taking bus back home. i didn't brought along my atm card. if not,i would buy quilt,quilt cover,pillows and candles. :((
shall make a trip there again sooonehh ! && i didn't get the chance to grab daim cake. the place was damn crowded lohh !! hurhurhur
&&& there it was, i'm finally done with it ! just the part with the keypad thingy. shall wait for father to get back home. it's just like something i've got before. but since i want to get rid of my current computer&computer table, i get myself something that's not as bulky.
i'm distracting myself to things that i've not thought of doing. am de-cluttering my room for goooood ! &&& i've got some other things up on my list. cause it hurts when you not only lose one, but two special people in your life. but in any case,i'm doing good on my own. cause i'm an independent womannnn whatttss ! hah ! like macam faham horrr. :)))
something has gone totally wrong. sometimes,it just don't make sense to me anymore. the word i've used may have stirred some emotions. i hate that i've made you felt that way. but i'm here to apologize. &&& am going to disappear from your life. thanks for everything. but i'm not worthy of your kindness.
i think i need help. i no longer know myself anymore. for a minute,i'm good. and the next minute,i'm not. having negatives thoughts,breaking down&all. it's scary but i'm trying to live if off. how i wish i was the way i am back then. though i know nobody and nobody knows me, i live simply. just innocent.
i shall have lesser social interactions. cause i need a lot of me time.
(sorry for taking too long, don't know if it's still relevant. but yeahhhh .) :))
SHAHIDAH : linked,yang tak budak kecik.:) JUJU : relinked babe ! FARLINI : relinked babe ! PB : it was fine all along i think ? just that need to use mozilla instead of ie yeahh.:) ZAFFY : you know me well,pinoyy ! ily ahh dogggg ! FAISAL : hey hello !:) ELA : i know ahh babe.i cats liao lohh nw.hurhur SYAHIRA : linked babe ! && i'm stl giving it some thought ahh. 2 major failures is too much liao ahhhh. TTAQIN H.: hey hey,linked ! REENA : hey hello there,i hope i gt the right one you're refering to. if it is,it's from miss selfridge bahs.:) READER : hey hello there,so sorry horr. i used to have one. but since i'm very unmotivated(lazy+++), i've stopped doing so ahh. perhaps,soooonnehh yeahh ! :)) LIAH : heh,i'm stl working at vivo lohh.hurhur LISSAA : hey hello there,which black top yeahh babe ?:)) NURUL : hah,the maxi dress you mean ahh babe ? or what yeahh ? heh,yeahhh,am recovering frm the sunburns i think ? but i look like a penyakit girl now lohh. hurhur :DDD HEY : haha !yeahh,got to agree with you with the part that i'm nt pretty. but i shall just take that as a compliment,no ? :)))
today is a sleep-in saturday. damn tired from yesterday with the girls&boys. will update more soooonnehh !
on a random note,i think i'll only treasure someone when they are gone. it sucks to know that but it keeps on happening. how i wish i was stronger than this.
the point of me saying that was because my wardrobe consists of mostly rather-exposed tops. i'm not trying to be funny here. i think you are. cause you are making fun of my dilemma. thanks a lot for making me feel shitty. like i need it.
in no mood to argue with people. i feel very empty now. though i have the care&concern from my loved ones, i feel as if i'm still alone in this. me against the world.
how i wish i could feel sorry for myself. but i just can't. i'm having mixed feelings about this. i can barely think straight. the more i talk,the more contradicting i'll sound. i don't see this coming. but i think this is it.
but apart from this, i would love to only be the sweetest memories. cause that's practically the only thing i think i'm capable of. i'm clueless. clueless about what i am/want now. me hate it.
FUN AT WORK. these two are my happy pills at work. like serioussslyyy ! i'm like their little sister bahs. little lahhh sangatttsss horr. :))))
&&& oh yeahh, thanks for the text messages,friends. my skin seems to be better now,i think(??). but aiyahh ! no more of my 'barely-there' cleavage for now. boringgg nehh !
kepada sisiapa yang terasa, gambar nya tolong diuploadsikan yeahhh. &&&&&&&&
i hope i'm just being paranoid. but what i see is what i think it is. after the two days i went tanning, i've realized that i've developed this mole-like thingy at the area between my neck and my chest area. i've done some research about it. it's called basal cell carcinoma. some case of skin cancer. i think i might just be positive for it. i shall go to see a doctor one of these days. but i'm really scared. seriouslyyyyyy !
thank you so much for making me realize that i should be appreciative of those who love me.
you bore me. you are just like the others, nothing near special.
&&&on a more serious note, i'm having doubts whether to apply for tp's october intake. mother has been talking about my future a lot lately. and she's laying out the possible routes i can take. after two major failures in life, i have doubts to whether i can really finish my education. but perhaps,i might just want to take the most difficult way out. and i think i'm one who is afraid of success. very very very afraid.
fyi,picture was not edited. face like cb. skin lagi like cb. the effects of feeling tanning ahh. tanning lah sangaatttt ! now,i look like one half-cooked prawn. cause only my front is burnt. but for my back,still as fair lohh. bloooodyyy fooooooll !
how much i would love to pen my feelings on this page, i'm too tired. too lazy. too unmotivated. &&&& i'm left with 3% of photo space only lehhh. got such things mehhh ? so weird lohh !
on a random note,sometimes, i can't decipher what these guys are thinking. it's just too intricate. but just like us,women, we are all complicated creatures horr. :)))
i'm rather delighted about something. i've never see it coming. and so,i'm having mixed feelings now. why now ?
if you have anything against pictures posted, you are obliged to leave. thank you. :))
this post is a compilation of pictures taken for the past few weeks. i couldn't care less which ever pictures came first.
but all in all,i had my best & worst days in those weeks.
&&& oh yeahh, about what i want to do with my hair, i've decided to just let it be. till after raya celebrations perhaps ? :DD
on a random note,i think i'm missing something in life. neither can i feel nor know what it is. i'm still in vain to find true happiness in life. :))
sometimes,i think i scare myself too much.
i think i've exhausted this little space. this little space has come this far. will be giving this little space a rest for quite some time. am very t i r e d. in the meantime,take good care of yourself yeahhhh. :))
I ADORE VANESSA HUDGENS ! and so,that somewhat explains my hairstyle. but i have the strongest urge to change my hairstyle and colour. the curly-long hairstyle has been with me for 2years on&off. and so,i'm bored with it and need a change of hairstyle ! like seriously lohhh ! but from this........
to this......!
i'm in love with their hair colour. but i'm just toooooo timid to do so. won't it be too much ? i'm afraid that my hair will get damaged and the biggest concern is that it won't suits me. and there'll be a few major things i need to think about. like a wardrobe makeover &&& skin tone.
&&& this is noted to be a 'pictures heavy' post. if you have anything against pictures posted, you are obliged to leave. thank you. :)))
supposed to have a movie date with the boy. but since he got his friend's legalization of marriage or better none as,pernikahan, we postponed it to another day bahs. and so,i'm back at home. spent time rummaging my wardrobe,again. &&& this dearest of mine chatted with me while she's at school just now. i sooooo look like one monkey horr ! imy,dearest. :)))
till then ;
24 June 2009
i've been spending quality time with my bacin. right,tetek ? :DDD
initial plan was to shop,shop till we drop. drop we did,but nothing was bought. except.... you know i know ahh,bacin. hahahah ! we met at town at about 5plus. walked around from taka to wisma to far east plaza.
took a bus and headed to plaza singapura to find some stuffs. got tired and got ourselves dinner over at kfc. joked,laughed&more laughters. like nobody's business sia. people kept looking at us from the time we kept smacking each other at far east plaza lohh ! perangai like small kids siaaa ! :DDD
i look like one lioness horrr ! i'm so gonna take my extensions out sooonnehh ! :))
home sweet home at about 10pm. :))
till then ;
21 June 2009
i hate it when it's that time of the month. everything's just not right horrrr ! met mother after work. and seriously,i think i might be a little 'over the top' for this sunday. cause my paternal side all like religious2 the kind lohhh. hurhurhur :((
&&& i had a tiff with mother recently. over something really stupid. we are doing good now. just that we don't talk about that matter anymore. ........
till then ;
22 June 2009
worked. met the bacin for dinner at tong sen's. walked from bugis to town. got really tired by the time we reached cineleisure. and so,we got some drinks from gloria jean's and slacked. slacked bo slacked. talked bo talked. and went back home at about 10plus. we are planning to go to town again since we didn't got the chance to shop. no time ! :)))
&&& 'hello cik kak,i love smacking your back !' i likeee ! hahahaaa !
reached back home. and at about 2am-ish,we were chatting. i told her i'm listening to music, and she told me she's dressing up. and then apa lagi horrr, we webcam-ed, wore bikinis, danced like nodody's business. so wacky so wacky ! nothing better to do horrrr ! :PPP
till then ;
20 June 2009
met mother after work. rushed back home. slacked. got ready to meet the boy. initial time to meet was at 7. at last,met him at 8pm. hehehee ! headed to sentosa for the beach party thingy. but sadly,i left my camera in the locker instead. no pictures were taken. what i took along with me was a fan instead. how silly rightt ??? :(((
&& boy,you got me to cloud nine. i'm really happy when i'm with you. :)))
till then ;
18 June 2009
woke up and we both rushed to work. grandfather was kind enough to pack us lunchboxes. the best ! :)))
worked. met the boy after work. went over to tong sen's to have dinner together. walked to city hall and headed to esplanade to chill. at about 10pm,we headed home.
till then ;
17 June 2009
had a pretty last minute plan to club. and so,it was me&dearest. but heh,we went back damn early horr. i was feeling very uneasy each time i dance. left dearest at the podium while i rested. i wasn't feeling too well ahhhhh. went back at about 2plus ahh. :)))
reached back home and had our girly talks with tanter. and at last,we slept at about 5plus. hurhurhur :))))
&&& this is noted to be a 'pictures heavy' post. if you have anything against pictures posted, you are obliged to leave. thank you. :)))
8 June 2009
had work. did some shopping alone after work. went to meet a friend for dinner. went back home with dearest&bf. and at last,i met this dearest of mine.
cause apparently,we texted each other recently over some issues. whatever we've done towards each other, i still love you still. :)))))
on a random note,we've been having quite a heart-to-heart conversation these past few nights. part of me is saying yes, another part of is a definite no. i'm feeling his fear that we might lose contact in the near future. as much as i do not want it to happen, past experiences have taught me quite a bit what a future i have with guys. long term dating but nothing. that's the furthest i can go. for now,i'm just going with the flow. :)
till then ;
7 June 2009
woke up extremely early to tutor. then off to lot1, wanted to meet this baby of mine,but she wasn't in. so anyways,headed to republic polytechnic to attend the 'dikir' competition. so unlike me,i knowww. but it's really an eye-opener. initial plan was to head to airport after the competition. but since it ended rather late,we just went to the 'teh tarik' coffee shop to have dinner with his group mates. :)
when it was just an introduction.
till then ;
6 June 2009
had tuition. was damn sleepy. but made my way to grandfather's place to meet mother,aunt&fiqah. had a short nap before we headed to the airport to accompany the little one to watch 'dora the explorer'. my purpose of accompanying her was to take care of her. but my, damn sleeeppppyy lohh ! but anyways,we had quality time together and had dinner at popeye's.
5 June 2009
worked. met family for dinner at simpang bedok. it has been quite some time since we had dinner together. and so,since it was azri's birthday, we made it a point to have dinner together. :)
we were trying to check out our weight. when afiq went on first,it showed 5kg only. and so,we thought it was spoilt. but my,when it was azri's turn, it went fast to hit 70++ kg. and when it came to my turn, let's just say i'm planning on losing some weight. hurhurhurhur :((((
till then ;
4 June 2009
midnight striked. and we woke the birthday boy up to cut his cake. it's my younger brother,azri's 15th birthday. may you be blessed with health&happiness. how annoying you can be at times, i do love you,brother. :)
when boredom strikes after work. ................
colleague : you at this age already wear like this. wait i want to imagine ahh what you wear when you older ahh. gossip girls ke,sex in the city ke...,desperate housewives ke......, me : ahhhh,island shop ke..... colleague : ( LOL ) ,island shop tak perlu ahhhh. :)))
i wonder, i wonder, i wonder what will become of us.
i just kinda reach home from meeting the crazy girl. just so you know,you can count on me, anytime. even if it's ice cream at 2 in the morning horrr. you know i know. :)))
on a random note,the joker surprisingly came by my workplace. he accompanied me through my break. and i'm meeting this joker again this saturday. hehee !
but you know what ? i'm rather confused. someone's face is bugging me. it's like a drug. i know it's lethal, but i still want it. ...................................................
life's been rather mundane these days. it's either work,tuition or just slacking at home. and i've been doing loads of thinking. i think i'll go ahead&just do it. :)))
anyways,saturday was supposed to be having dinner-cum-movie in the later part of the day. but something did happened. and so,headed to ikea with the boy. supposed to go tanning with bacin. but cb horr,she woke up at 1pm. and me ? 2pm. baiksssss ! :))
on our way back home,this boy slept. i was happy snapping pictures till i fell asleep too. seriously tired from all the walk at ikea ahhhh. :)
and this brother of mine is away for 4days. he'll be back and we'll be celebrating his 15th birthday this coming friday. without him around,home is much quieter. cause usually he's the one who makes big fuss about petty things. talking about petty things, we had some misunderstanding going on. i'm hoping to meet you soon. whatever it is,i miss you. i love you from the bottom of my heart. you know i know. :DDD
on a lighter note,this was taken by mother a few days back. though i have a room of my own and they share a room, this is how we sleep every day. but usually i'll take the sofa. cute isn't it ? like hugging mother bear ahhh. hehehehee ! :)
oh yeahh ! sesungguhnya sesiapa yang terasa, i miss korangs lahhh ! :DDD
i stumbled upon some old pictures from my previous blog while trying to get more photo space for my blog. and soo, those kentals(more happier+less dramatic) days.... :))
this bacin of mine called my house up and urged my brother to wake me up. either for l4d or movie. we met for lunch at ang mo kio and headed for bugis. while in the bus on our way there,we had some girly talks on guys. it was heart-warming. :))
her newly-bought sandals hurt her feet and so,we exchanged our shoes. we headed for haji lane. and is it us or is it that 'house of japan' is closed for good ? we walked by the walkway twice lohh ! hurhurhur >.<
we got rather bored and just walked around arab street. we got ourselves friendship bands bahs. cute right ? i know. :DDD
and since we are getting older, our stamina go downhill too. like after a short span of time,we'll get tired easily. and so,by about 6pm, we headed for home. so much of watching movie and all horr. had a great time with you,breast friend. :)))
till then ;
24 May 2009
planned to meet my friend,sammy at city hall at 5pm. but i wanted it to be at 6pm. at last,i arrived at 7pm. janji melayu horr. :))
we went to play two rounds of bowling. yeahh yeahhh, you won this time round yeahh. but we were both damn hungry mahh. meaning, no food = no energy. better luck next time ! :)
after having our dinner at kfc, we went over to starbucks to chill. and talking about that,i think i've been putting a lot of weight. thanks to kfc,and a whole list of fast food you can name. even now,mother says my thighs resemble the chicken's thighs. :((((
after some time,we headed to esplanade. for more chilling session and of course, camwhoring. :)))
on this note,i think i'm loving my wedges. it makes me feel tall,you know. cause as you can see,i'm a short fart. :DDD
&&& i love my brothers very much. but i'm a selfish person,you know. i hate it when i see them both get real close. then leave me alone. like whaaat only horr. but then again,i hate it when they bug me. damn irrits ! :))
i know myself best. i perceived myself as something raunchy/slutty,you name it,on the internet. but like i say,i know myself best. and i know how hard.many times i explain myself, these hate taggers will still keep coming back. i shall just leave it as it is. but last thing,get your facts right, i wasn't from rp. typo error or not, i was from ngee ann polytechnic.
i respect your decision to hate tag me. but please,try harder next time. cause it ain't working here. :DD
it's funnehh isn't it ? when people thinks you have bigger/smaller eyes, thick/thin lips, long/short legs, or best, big/small breast. or better, firm/not firm breast. :)
in my opinion,i think the case of physical appearance is so superficial.
that all these things doesn't maketh a man. but reality check,it is really happening in this world. sad case isn't it ?
and on a lighter note,i think i have one new talent now. to make different faces. not only those silly faces, but hey, i can do a slut face now. beat that ! :DD
i was chatting with dearest. i told her 'you want to talk to me mehh ?' 'i malay idiot,you know.' she went 'haha,kekek or what seyy.' :))))
so seriously girl,i think you got the wrong person to mess with. if your motives were to bring me down, tell you what. i'm not the very bit affected by it. thanks for dropping by anyways. :)
&&&& this is noted to be a 'pictures heavy' post. if you have anything against pictures posted, you are obliged to leave. thank you. :))
1 May 2009
went out with the joker&his friend,faizal. they are both very hilarious one. buay tahan ! initially,were supposed to meet at about 6plus at harbourfront station. but i was so forgetful to not bring my handphone along. i realized about it only when i'm already in the train. so,had to make a trip back home&all. tum tum tum(!!), reached vivo at about 7plus. went around since the joker wanted to get his stuffs before we had our dinner.
at about 9plus,we headed to cineleisure to catch a movie. want to watch movie also very the kecoh one lohh ! while waiting for their two other friends to come, we slacked around first. and so,we watched 'horsemen'. it has a very predictable storyline bahs. movie ended at around 1plus. and i cabbed back home.
till then ;
2 May 2009
worked. planned to meet zaffy at orchard station at about 6pm. but the bacin was late and i saw efaji first. efaji went off with her friend while me&zaffy went to the tanglin's flea market. we were both seriously shagged lohh ! and we got lost twice on our way back to town. so cialak lohh !
met efaji,fee,pen&their two friends at cineleisure. since zaffy&i were damn hungry,we went to have our dinner at kfc. after that,we slacked around to wait for the rest and was planning what to do. watch movie lahh,go club lahh,go karaoke lahh. watch movie = no bonding. go club = me&zaffy not in club attire&stuff. go karaoke = so far,no transport(izit ?)
but at last,when kamal came, we decided to head to cuscaden to have their chicken wings. and that night,fee was being rather hyper, taking pictures like there's no tomorrow horr.
&&& at some point,
i was being one lazy faggot that i insisted that fee carry my bag.
just woke up from my sleep.
it's been some time since i pen my feelings in this little space.
and oh anyways,
cause apparently,my plan to surprise the boy at work got backfired.
and last few days,i got to find out some things that i shouldn't be even mentioning.
i may not be good with feelings
oh anyways,
my first two days of raya was ok-ok bahs.
on a random note,
and so,we went to watch kumar.
called the bacins at 11pm.
till then ;
since my family had no plans of going out,
1 August 2009
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY,BRO !
tuition-ed.
and please,
how i wish i could feel sorry for myself.
but apart from this,
FUN AT WORK.
initial plan was to shop,shop till we drop.
worked.
till then ;
we waited&waited.
once all've reached,
till then ;
on a random note,we've been having quite a
5 June 2009
till then ;
on our way back home,this boy slept.
and this brother of mine is away for 4days.
talking about petty things,
after having our dinner at kfc,
on this note,i think i'm loving my wedges.
and so,with the company of the joker,
once they reached,
&&& my oh my,i saw someone i'm not supposed to see.
text messages from mother :
on a random note,i was rather pissed when a guy chatted with me recently.
and so,kamal fetched me at about 10plus.
after which,at about 1am,
waited till the rain stopped.
after awhile,we got bored and went to the roof top
#2
#3
at about 9plus,we headed to cineleisure to catch a movie.
met efaji,fee,pen&their two friends at cineleisure.
